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Out of Reach
03:40
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I feel like I’m making a comeback
It’s been a long time
My eyes are open wide
God knows what I’ll find
I lift my head from the dirt,
Spit out what’s left of my old life and bury the hurt
I’d take some of it with me,
But it might kill me (it might kill me)
I’ll get up before I fall again (fall again)
Turn my back on everything that kept me off my feet
I want this feeling to last forever
Wherever I am, I feel like I’m better now
Will I ever be the same?
Or will I turn my back on everything I used to be?
Will I ever be the same?
Will I ever be?
Too many years spent in this skin
I was starting to forget
Too many years spent in this skin
And now I’m over this shit
Just out of reach, but close enough to hate it
I’m gonna shut you out, no point in staying
Just out of reach, but close enough to hate it
No point, no point, no point in staying
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2. |
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We’re hanging on, but the thread is spinning out of our hands
Nothing will change your mind
You’re already sick on the inside
You’d rather fall to save your pride
The spite you feel defines the life you live
I’m getting dizzy from the circles you’ve been talking in
Can’t tell the truth from your lies, so I won’t even try
There’s no love
There’s no love
There’s no love left between us now
There’s no love
There’s no love
There’s no love between us
You don’t want to know the odds
Because you’re afraid you could be wrong
It’s not like I don’t understand
Me when I pay the price
You and I, we decide
How long we let our pride
Force us to choose a side
You wore a mask before this shit even started
I can’t diagnose the state that your heart’s in
I’m getting dizzy from the circles you’ve been talking in
Can’t tell the truth from your lies, so I won’t even try
There’s no love
There’s no love
There’s no love left between us now
There’s no love
There’s no love
There’s no love between us
No love
No love
There’s no love between us
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3. |
Wasted Youth
04:24
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Falling up short, and letting that go
Echoes, they call which way I should go
Willing to live and starting to try
And I promised myself I won’t make compromises
My life’s in question
(I keep wishing)
I’m out of answers
(Came up empty)
My luck has run its course, when will I learn?
I give it all I’ve got
Until I’m broken
Over and over again
And still I’m lost
But I’m not mistaken
Until I figure out
What my life is all about
Bad days come and go in waves
It’s hard having nothing to believe in
Dumb luck, don’t get your feelings hurt
Can’t say you didn’t see it coming
Reroute if you’re feeling down and out
Try picking yourself off the ground
Walk away, there’s nothing you can say
To keep me in this place
My life’s in question
(I keep wishing)
I’m out of answers
(Came up empty)
My luck has run its course, when will I learn?
I give it all I’ve got
Until I’m broken
Over and over again
And still I’m lost
But I’m not mistaken
Until I figure out
What my life is all about
Our youth is wasted young
The moment’s just begun
We are the only ones
Our moment’s just begun
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Losing fights in my head,
Another picture to the flame
Not hard to recognize a face,
But no one’s the same
Cause we all went our own ways,
Outgrew the places we called home
And filled the space beneath our bones
With false security
Pick up where you left off
You don’t have to throw the past away
Or be ashamed of who you used to be
You’ll never be the same
But you’re still the same to me
Who you are,
The things you’ve done,
The life you knew is overgrown
If you decide to go,
One thing I hope you know
I’ll be beside you if you choose to come home
So now you’re all alone
The choice you made was not your own
On your own and feeling helpless,
Broken down just how they left you,
Down, but never out,
Decisions have their doubts
Call me when you make it back home
I wish you’d spare the details
Nothing that we said before holds the same weight anymore
I’ll keep pretending that it feels the way we used to think it would
But we both know that we won’t go back to the places we called home
You’ll never be the same
But you’re still the same to me
Who you are,
The things you’ve done,
The life you knew is overgrown
If you decide to go,
One thing I hope you know
I’ll be beside you if you choose to come home
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5. |
Drifting Away
03:37
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I see the pain in your eyes
Why can’t you let me inside?
Your head’s too crowded for my words
I know you’ve been here before
Take up my time, what’s it worth?
Not getting through to you, I’m not heard
But you don’t really think that I’d get up and leave
You are the company you keep,
Closer than you think
You’ve been holding your breath
Holding on, waiting for something to give
I can feel you slipping, now you’re drifting away
Tear yourself apart so you can make
Another version of the person you hate
I’ll keep on counting
On the chance that one day things will change
We’re throwing caution to the wind
When it’s gone, what will remain?
You’re relentless
And I’m a mess
But it doesn’t mean I care any less
Make up your mind
I can’t take this
I refuse to take blame this time
I can sense the hesitation in your voice
But you never gave yourself a choice
Put up all your walls just to keep me out
You’re feeding on what keeps you down
Don’t know how to help you,
Just wanna understand
So I can help you pull through
Cause I don’t want to lose you this way
Don’t know how to help you,
Just wanna understand
So I can help you pull through
Break the cycle that we’re in
Tell me when you can begin
You’ve been holding your breath
Holding on, waiting for something to give
I can feel you slipping, now you’re drifting away
Tear yourself apart so you can make
Another version of the person you hate
I’ll keep on counting
On the chance that one day things will change
We’re throwing caution to the wind
When it’s gone, what will remain?
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6. |
Starting Over
03:36
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I’m wide awake and you’re still sleeping fine
What’s on your mind?
Home early from a quiet drive
The conversation killed my appetite
I just want to cheer you on
But I keep tripping on my flaws
You never get the credit you deserve
I always hated taking turns
To say I let you down would be an understatement
Each time I try, I wind up facedown on the pavement
I call you friend, but give you shit without a reason
This isn’t me, I owe you all an explanation
Let’s try rewinding back to the start of this
I’ll stop denying I’m not a part of it
We can pretend, but nobody wins
It isn’t fair to make you feel like this
Try rewinding back to the start of this
Denying, I’m not a part of this
I’m trying, back to the start of this
It’s so hard just to say what I mean
A secret kept behind my clenching teeth
My body language keeps you guessing
What I feel but can’t express
When I can’t find the words I should’ve said
Let’s try rewinding back to the start of this
I’ll stop denying I’m not a part of it
We can pretend, but nobody wins
It isn’t fair to make you feel like this
Try rewinding back to the start of this
Denying, I’m not a part of this
I’m trying, back to the start of this
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7. |
Speak
03:18
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If I could speak without repeating
That the world that we know just turns forever
Words can be like signs
Until we’re out of time
Why fix it if it isn’t broken?
Our heads heavy from the spin and commotion
It’s a problem when I think out loud
I said the words, but I’m still not proud
If only my silence would show how I feel
But my insides are ideas of things I would give
At the turn of the tide
When our concepts collide
If I am not alone (I know that I’m alone)
Why do I feel at home?
(I’m home)
Do you care?
Are you complacent?
Are you keeping up or will you fake it?
It’s no wonder that you can’t think clear
With all the noises and the doubt you hear
It’s a frame of mind, it’s all smoke and mirrors
We can blame the lines cause they were never clear
Nobody said that life would turn out fair
Piece it together before it’s come and gone
(If I am not alone, why do I feel at home?)
If only my silence would show how I feel,
But my insides are ideas of things I would give
If only my silence would show how I feel,
But my insides are ideas of things I would give
If I am not alone, why do I feel at home?
If only my silence would show how I feel
But my insides are ideas of things I would give
At the turn of the tide
When our concepts collide
If I am not alone (I know that I’m alone)
Why do I feel at home?
(I’m home)
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8. |
Vision
02:40
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My mind’s playing tricks again
Can’t tell my enemies from friends
I reach out to grab your hand
Didn’t know where else to begin
I don’t want to bring you down with me
Don’t wanna tear you down,
So when we fall to the ground
Will you be the one to catch me or will you be against me
If no one makes it out alive,
Why should I have to try?
I’m a hostage left to my regrets
And when I close my eyes
There’s no vision left in your lies
I’m a hostage left to my regrets
And when I close my eyes
There’s no vision left in the lies we tell ourselves
You won’t say that you’re not brave
But something happens when I’ve gone away
Won’t be forever, but I’m set in my ways
If I can’t leave this place
I’m a hostage left to my regrets
And when I close my eyes
There’s no vision left in your lies
I’m a hostage left to my regrets
And when I close my eyes
There’s no vision left in the lies we tell ourselves
The lies
(we tell ourselves)
(we tell ourselves
(we tell ourselves to keep on waiting)
The lies
(we tell ourselves)
(we tell ourselves)
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9. |
Days Past
04:52
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I fell asleep with the lights on
The ringing in my ears was a wakeup call
The words you said still circling in my head
It was a reminder
I felt like a failure
Why is it every time I think
I seem to drown before I sink?
The lines in my hands are still the same
The names and the faces all rearranged
The pain that I feel won’t be here for long
It’s already done and it’s time to move on
And everything is all right, I’m fine
It’s on the back of my mind, what I’ve done to survive
The timing, to everything
A fever dream or the real thing?
So when it all falls down, without a doubt, I’d give up anything
Remembering, and holding on to what held me down
You’ll get what you want when I go
In too many ways I’ve deprived honesty
To myself, to my dreams, thinking through what I thought I might be
And I won’t be a casualty
Have you notice lately?
One by one, days are fading
Forget what you know enough not to show
Cornerstones, they get thrown, am I still standing on my own?
Have you noticed lately?
One by one, days are fading
And there’s no sense in waiting
On every sign to pass you by
And everything is all right, I’m fine
It’s on the back of my mind, what I’ve done to survive
The timing, to everything
A fever dream or the real thing?
So when it all falls down, without a doubt, I’d give up anything
Remembering, and holding on to what held me down
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